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the_quiet_poet
31 July 2010 @ 03:14 pm
My summer has been so fantastic! Honestly, I can't remember the last time I've been so wholeheartedly content and at ease. Just lots of fun and reading and relaxing. Ooh, and making money, which is nice.

I've made some awesome friends at Eastman. We stay up late watching Boy Meets World on Youtube, pull stupid pranks with water and fake rats and hot sauce, play unhealthy amounts of Mario Kart, and have spectacular conversations about faith, relationships, art.

I guess I've just been feeling really grateful lately, and I wanted to make sure I made one post when my life was quite excellent.
 
 
Current Music: I Am A Rock - Simon & Garfunkel
 
 
the_quiet_poet
02 June 2010 @ 09:36 pm
UGH WHY DO I STILL LIKE THIS GUY FUCK I HATE BEING HUNG UP ON PEOPLE

You know it's summer and I'm bored/semi-depressed when I randomly start writing on here about relationships that haven't even happened (what!?!?). I'm seriously not capable of relaxing. I get stressed and depressed and start hating myself.

I need Chicago and then job and then school. No more of this pseudo-relaxing bullshit.

(STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM! GOOD!)
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the_quiet_poet
13 March 2010 @ 11:49 pm
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What? Me? No, I'm not upset that James didn't wish me a happy birthday on facebook. He can SUCK IT.

Because I'm NINETEEN and FUCKING HOT and ready to KICK ASS at school, and theatre, and life.

BRING IT, WORLD. I'M READY.
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Current Music: Nineteen - Tegan and Sara
 
 
the_quiet_poet
11 February 2010 @ 03:44 pm
I'm doing readings for my RA training class, and this reading is stressing tolerance and being proactive against oppressive behavior.

One of their two prime examples are "jokes that make fun of Helen Keller's disabilities".

HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Ohhh, I'm going to be SUCH a good RA.
 
 
Current Music: Final Fantasy VIII Piano Collections
 
 
the_quiet_poet
10 February 2010 @ 03:13 pm
I'm starting to really like parties. (With the exception of frats).

And pop music.

WHAATT'SSS HAPPPENNINNNGGGG TO MEEEEE!!! *morphs into prototypical college student*

If I end up on textsfromlastnight, then that's where I draw the line.

Until then, FUCK YES LIFE IS GOOD.


PS I also really like reading/writing poetry now... Before I pretty much just tolerated it and whenever I wrote it I felt pretentious.

Is this what I am now? A pretentious, partying college student?

Aiight, I'll take it.
 
 
Current Music: I Gotta Feeling - Black Eyed Peas
 
 
 
the_quiet_poet
05 February 2010 @ 11:39 am
fucking love boys.

anyhow...

er, wait, no. that was the only thing I had to say.

god i'm boring as shit.

oh well.
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Current Music: When We First Met - Hellogoodbye
 
 
the_quiet_poet
22 January 2010 @ 05:41 pm
Growing up is this wonderful, psychotic, uneven shock of life, and I am completely possessed with it. It's like this itch, y'know? And you don't have to scratch it, but for some reason just knowing it's there gives you this power over yourself, and knowledge that isn't exactly wisdom but a little chunk of a delicious something. And it makes me want to write this ridiculous shit all day long and not care whether it makes sense or not.

I just jump around in my room sometimes. I blast Say Anything and dance in my room because I'm so fucking excited about life, and the people I'm living it with, and everything I'm learning.

Life is fantastic––even though it's not great, it's still fantastic.
 
 
Current Music: Admit It!!! - Say Anything
 
 
the_quiet_poet
16 January 2010 @ 05:35 pm
Okay, does anyone believe in horoscopes?

Usually I don't so much, but I just stumbled across mine yesterday, and it was disturbingly accurate. Disturbingly.

So whatever. If it's true, I guess stuff will happen. If not, other stuff will happen. C'est la vie.
 
 
the_quiet_poet
30 December 2009 @ 12:10 am
1. Why has this break-up dragged on over a month? Why can't it just END? Why does he think we need to sort through all of this bullshit? Why can't he just let the fuck go? Why does he think we still have something when I've broken up with him for what seems like the fourth time? Why does he think I'm controlling him when I just ask not to see him and for him to let go?

2. Why am I impatient and bored at the same time? Why am I feeling like I have a million things to do, but ardently advocating doing nothing at all? Why am I so afraid to sleep, but aggravated with how tired I am every day?

3. Why don't I want to see any of my friends here?

4. Why can't I get off of my lazy ass and exercise?

5. Why am I spending a good amount of my time being obsessed with Kristen Stewart? What's wrong with me?
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Current Music: Planet Telex - Radiohead
 
 
the_quiet_poet
08 December 2009 @ 03:11 am
My one and only LJ,

I know it's 3 in the morning and I'm supposed to be studying for a huge test tomorrow, but I need to get this off of my mind.

Last Saturday, I smoked for the first time. I knew it was something I would try at some point, just to try--the fact that I tried it doesn't worry me. My feelings about it now worry me. I guess my feelings now worry me because I always told myself I would never, ever do that, and yet I did it, without much difficulty at the time. And right now there isn't a very loud voice in my head saying not to do it again. In fact, it's at a semi-whisper level at the moment.

I'm just... Worried for myself about not being worried?

Wow. That sounds stupid.

Goodnight LJ.