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18 May 2008 @ 04:51 pm
life kinda sucks lately  
I mean, life really isn't that bad, it's just not that great right now.

I want school to be over so badly, but at the same time I don't want it to end because I know it'll be my last year with all of my friends.

And then I was all depressed when the seniors left, because I know I'll most likely never see some of them again.

And there is just a general grey veil thrown over my life right now. I'm don't really feel happy anymore, and everything I do has a looming sense of finality over it. My stomach hurts all of the time, but I'm never hungry.

And my parents want me to work at this "really good bagel shop", but I don't like bagels.
 
 
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linknblink182[info]linknblink182 on May 19th, 2008 03:11 am (UTC)
I'm really sorry about all this, Kelsey. It's hard, really hard to accept such a big change and feel better about it. It took me a long time to decide to actually move, to actually face what I needed to do. I know how you feel, there was a time when I first found out about the whole situation where I was borderline depressed. Remember Baker's Square? And a lot of 2nd semester, sophomore year. Junior year 1st semester wasn't that great either, and neither was half of 2nd semester. . . . lol. But that was a whole bunch of stuff at the same time, not just the moving. At least you're moving with your family. But basically what I'm saying is, things will suck for a while, but they will get better, I promise. Just hold on during the sucky parts and remember that everything happens for a reason. Matt told me this about when he moved, and I understood it and knew it would happen, but I had a hard time in the interim. Just do your best not to think about moving. I eventually did it and things worked out fine. Every time you think about moving think of cupcakes or something, lol. And ooooo bagel store. Personally, I love bagels, lol. But definitely don't do it if you already hate bagels. Work at a bookstore!
the_quiet_poet: smirking namine[info]the_quiet_poet on May 19th, 2008 03:21 am (UTC)
Thanks so much, man. It's really nice to have you as kind of a cushion through all of this. I can't imagine moving without your family, in the middle of the year.

Haha, cupcakes! That works. I'll think of cupcakes.

Actually, I was thinking maybe it was a good idea to work at the bagel store, mostly because I won't be tempted to spend my paycheck where I work, like if I worked at a bookstore. Plus, I could send you bagels! lol! Ew, they would be pretty gross and stale when they reached you, I bet. Unless I sent them in an air-tight container!
 
 

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