the annoying thing about meeting new people when you have no friends is that you can't be too quick to judge. because they are, potentially and quite possibly, your only friends for a while.

so you try to focus on the good parts, like how they're funny and nice and not anorexic or potheads.

and you try to not focus on the bad parts, like how half of them smoke and drink a good amount and how one has a piercing on a uniquely male part of his body. (didn't see it, only heard about it)

i cant decide if i want school to start yet or not. ugh. can i just go to college? is that all right?

nevermind. i don't want to apply to college.

can i just get accepted somewhere without an application? is that possible?