i don't know if this guy likes me, and i don't know if i like him.

mostly, i'm pissed that i care about this while i should be worried about college/homework/les mis auditions.

whatever.

It's the New Year! hurrah!

well i guess it has been for the past two days, but you know. never too late to celebrate!

i feel kinda lazy and blah lately. i don't really feel like myself. im not sure why, either. im certainly not PMSing, and it's not like im angry or sad or depressed or anything. i dont know. just one of those weird... idk. i feel like i should be very happy, but im not. i just feel... strange.

i finished the outline of my story. it's (or more like will be) 26 chapters. im on chapter 9 right now. so... it might take a little while.

i still have all of my school work to do. + practice for auditions for band. + work on my speech. + find a new verse. fun.

today? i went to the mall, saw a movie, came home, ate almost an entire pizza, watched pride & prejudice, and now im on the computer. life is good. then why the hell do i feel like crap?

*aggravated sigh*

-KB